Confusedddd.....

Yesterday nite (19 July 2010; 11.30pm) .. i came to tanggul pattompo HOuse, one things for sure if i come to this house is always refreshing me memory bout Her...i can denied it i miss her muchh if i saw all the things on that House.. and last nite in a dinner room meanwhile i'm trying to eat also i help Her sister to fixxit her BlackBeerrrry and then i'm so currious one of her BBm is from Her sister i would like to know what is inside...and then i openit and i read it.. andd.............

i found ME as a their topic....is shocking me that is mentioned that i never care again to her, seems like i'm forgoted bout her... WHAT??? when i read this..the question is shown on my mind is...did she still care bout me??? or did she still love me ???? if it yes she did...then why we should be broke up???????

really, it's make me confused.... i saw her twitt, i don't remmember again exactly the date, but is written there "haruskah saya menghapus dirinya dari hidupku, hapus gak?? gak hapus?? hapus saja??" my feelings said, IT'S ME that she mentioned..

Fiiuuhhhh....ritee noww, don't know what should i doo....why she did this to me..??? if she still care and still love me then why should we broke up???? i don't understand this... but, if really that she would trying to erase me from her live..it doesn't matter ... that her decission.....

i just hope ..things get better, and maybe if there is another grace..maybe, we can united again..but, let the time answer this question.....just let it flow...

ps : i'm waiting.

wn

i don't know what i have to do...

Malam ini aku sangat gundah gulana banggetz, bingung menentukan sikap apa yang harus aku ambil, sebab wanita yang dulu aku cintai sekarang ada dikota ini... pengen aja berusaha untuk menghindar, namun kalo aku laukan hal itu nanti aku bisa di cap sebagai cowok yang sombonglah, cowok yang egoislah dan bla..bla..blaa..

jujur aja malam ini aku bingung menetukan sikapku, takutnya nanti kalo aku ketemu dengannya, pasti rasa itu akan muncul dan ada..dan itu tidak mudah bagiku..sangatlah tidak mudah...mencoba menghindar namun tidak akan bisa..apa yang harus aku lakukan yaghh.

hari ini jumat akan ketemu dia pada pagi hari untuk makan bakso...btw, bakso itu merupakan makanan favoritnya..tidak akan ada yang dapat menggantikan hal itu, apalagi bakso Toraja...hmmm yummmyyy... so, malam ini aku mencoba untuk memikirkan apa yang harus aku lakuan besok hari....hahhaaha gilaaa yahh...

entah apa yang akan terjadi nantinya....memikirkan hal ini tentunya akan membuatku semakin menggila saja....whwuahahaaaaaaa...
Huufff...saya butuh  si pipi tembemmmm...ko lagi ada dimanaa?????? plisss.. i don't know what i have to do...